WHY ME??

WHY ME????

hvnt v often asked dat question??? why me??
it starts right from the time v r a small baby... girls have to get their ears pierced and it hurts... then its why me??? v hv to take injections or vaccinations.. it hurts ... then its why me?? u r not admitted into the school ur parents wanted to put u into coz u r underage... it hurts... then its why me?? u donot bcum class monitor... it hurts.. then its why me?? u come last in ur PT race... it hurts... then its why me?? u underscore for ur 10th exams.. and donot get admission into college of ur choice... it hurts... then its why me?? in a class of 120 students u r among the 10 students who flunked an exam... then its why me??? u have a crush on a guy.. ur abt to talk to him on friendship day... u see him with his girlfriend... it hurts... then its why me??? u fall ill just b4 ur CAT exams... u cant appear dat year.. it hurts.. then its why me?? u dont get the job of ur choice and have to make a compromise.. it hurts.. then its why me?? looking out for ur soulmate.. u r rejected atleast 10 times by 10 guys.. it hurts... then its why me?? u get married...stay away from ur parents... it hurts.. then its why me?? tough times fall upon u and ur family for some time... it hurts.. then its why me???

well i have rchd only this stage till now.... many more why me's to go through!!! but why me???

it seems to me dat v tend to have self pity only in our bad times!! not the good times! why dont v tend to think why me when things r going good for us??

for example.. it hurts when v hv to pierce our ears as a baby... but arnt v lucky to be given birth to... and not suffered any complications during birth?? then y isnt it at dat time... why me?? while taking vaccinations it hurts... but our parents can afford to pay for it... then why isnt it why me?? v get admitted to another school where v r wanted by the school... lovingly... then why isnt it why me?? u dont becum class monitor.. but u r in a position to take leadership... then why isnt it why me?? u come last in your PT race.. but u can walk and run!!! then why ist it why me?? u dint get admission into college of ur choice...but atleast ur parents r sending u to college... then why isnt it why me?? u flunked a college exam but u r strong enough to pass through that phase... then why isnt it why me?? u see that ur crush already has a GF... so u can see and understand.. then why ist it why me?? u fall ill b4 ur CAT exam so u cant appear for it.. but atleast u think u r capable enough to appear for dat exam... then why isnt it why me??? u hvnt got a job of your choice... but u r lucky enough to have a job atleast.. then why isnt it why me??? ur marriage proposals r rejected... but u too werent too sure abt that guy... then why isnt it why me??? u finally find ur true soulmate and stay away form ur parents... atleast ur husband is capable enough to look after u on his own.... then why isnt it why me??? tough times fall upon u and ur family for some time... but u r lucky enough to have gone through some very good times too... then why isnt it why me??

now will i still think why me????

Writing down thoughts!!!

WELL WELL WELL.... this is my first blog on this profile... i had another blog loong time back which i never bothered to maintain properly... so heres another chance to do it once again!!!

first question.... y is well repeated thrice??? aja, beeja, teeja!! brings good luck i think!!! another question... y am i not following proper rules of punctuation??? i am writing a blog for gods sake!!! not an english exam!!! so my blogs r rarely going to have any punctuations!! these r all random thoughts!!! so they better be random with haphazard thoughts and definitely no punctuation.. coz it would mean dat i have to think a lot b4 writing it down!!! a thought is something which has to come form the heart... not something to please some third party who is trying to read it.... also this blog is like my diary which i first used to maintain and then tore it off sometime back!!! i guess already a lot of lecturebaazi has been done!!!

now coming back to my topic... writing down thoughts.....

why do v feel the need to write down our thoughts??? is it because noone is listenign to us?? or is it because some thgts r better if they r written down rather than being talked about?? or are v scared that someone will laugh at what v have to say... if v say it??? what other way do v have to express our thoughts other than writing it down?? laughing, smiling, crying, dancing?? ya these r ways of expressing our thghts.... but still it doesnot convey everything that v have in our minds.... so dats y most of the times v speak our minds!! but what abt people who cannot speak?? what do they do?? do they write??? what abt people who can talk, but their thgts r suppressed?? do they write??? and what abt people like us who can speak and who donot have to suppress our thghts?? why do v still write???

a question dats puzzling me!!! i dont know the answer for it yet... but hv to think abt it soon!!!

and wot abt GOD?? how does he express his thghts???